I completely stopped caring about 2 years ago, I realized I was never going to do anything with my good look and that I will never get into a relationship in my life, so I just figured out “what’s the point then, I’m already invisible to women?” And I don’t care about my health tbh…
Since I don’t have kids or my own family I could just disappear and nothing would happen. No, I’m not thinking about extreme stuff to end my life, I just stopped caring and now eat a lot and drink.
If I’m going to be alone and feeling sad, at least let me eat something good and greasy. Still, I’m just 100 KG at 34 years old right now, just skinny fat… For now.
I know how you feel. Don’t worry. I’ve been there, I will be there again. I take meds to not feel this way all the time.
Here’s something trippy: if , you disappeared EVERYTHING would change FOR YOU. The world as you know it would cease to exist. All options all routes …gone.
Am I important for the world? I am the most important person in MY world, because without me, it wouldn’t exist.
If I disappear nothing would change because I’ll be fucking dead and will stop feeling sadness or anything.