I, just wanna stop feeling anything. Never had friends but I could live with that, but I just want someone to embrace, someone that feels something for me, even if doesn’t last. Better than 0 for the rest of my life. This situation is slowly killing me.
The only thing that gives me some relief is gaming… (I read the post of like a ago here that several dudes met their partner thanks to a videogame and I felt even sadder, why that wasn’t me? I’ve been gaming for 30 years now).
Get urself a dog. Walk it every day. Threat the dog right and it will be the most loyal companion. Said dog will help you meet other people.
Yes, this, except TREAT instead of threat. You won’t feel alone with your best little friend
And do yourself a favor and get a session or two with a dog trainer. They can teach you magical things about dog psyche. And your dog will love you even more if you provide it a good, structured life.
I’ve been in trouble in dog situations. Also the family already has a dog.
So you’re already at step one, treat and train it well and it’ll be loyal like you’ve never seen before. Take it to dog parks and long walks, best wingman you’ll ever have.